If i…Pt2


If I told you I didn’t like you

What would you regard about me…I guess not my words

May be my energy, my delivery


What do we read into, when people speak

The matter, the heart….hmmmm

Or just the energy

Jesus said out of the abundance of the heart the mouth ~ speaks

Words spoken in righteousness is like clear waters…

Transparent ~

Misplaced words only lead to mischief

Is there anything to hide


If you can see my intention, my energy

What can i hide…

Would it please you ~ if i never said anything…


If I told you, I like you

What would you feel

My words

Through your neuronal reception

Transmitting my energy

What do we learn from the words people use….

©Copyright 2013 If i ~ written by:Peter Johnson.
If I ~ Pt1….


A friend has past away…


My friend had past away ~

Forever to be remembered

He rises ~

Like the freshness ~ in the air

Early on a bright winter morning

He sets out to work, he puts on his baseball cap and his puffer jacket, as he shuts the door

He says, bye….

One thing I know for sure, he wanted to prove to himself

I can do it

Even ~ work, family or friends

Ask for a favour, would he deny?

No one ~

What time are you coming

I’ll be there for sure, even if I’m late

I wouldn’t let you down

How much will you charge

We’ll discuss that later


Today a friend has past away

I wish ~ I was stronger

May be its my personal failure
What we all could of achieved together

Transcending what one

Yes, one can offer…

We say a little ~ isn’t much

Well, add them together

Would life then become even better ~
because we have each other

They say “united we stand and divided we fall”

Today we stand

In remembrance of a friend
Forever ~

©Copyright 2013 written by:Peter Johnson.

My heart & prayers goes out to the family of my friend who died, leaving his love ones behind grant them lord your Grace & your Peace to face every day…..

The struggles of family life

The reason I started this blog was to share this amazing insights of Gods Grace and all the experiences of identifying this wonderful work of God In my life.
After a traumatic family breakdown the lord showed me how rigid I was and all the pressure I placed on my family in regards to spiritual matters I was like a Pharisee, unapproachable and obnoxious •My story my brokenness

Now I’ve been reformed by the Grace of God not to be hard with myself, also with others 1) give people room to be themselves 2) its ok to disagree with my theological beliefs
2) its important for me to see people as people not saved or unsaved, believers and unbeliever

So this blog shows no preference to any groups of people just the freedom to share a God centred message in its content and values that all human beings can relate to.

“Fellowship is life”

The writers abode

Also checkout this Reblog: what does the reflection of your home say about you.


This is where I spend my time, writing & editing, after posting and not reading them properly, sound like I’m hasty…lol


When I need some inspiration strait to the garden as the view speaks for itself, just sheep, hills and running water.


This is my new toy, which i gave up on fifteen years ago, my key broad playing piano.


When I stressed, I try to keep fit.. Yea right, no i just keep breathing.


These are my wonderful children
Devon & Reeyah


This is the lady of the house or the Big Boss!…The wife.

My year so far..
This year has worked out to be a good year, considering the difficult issues we had to face. My only setback now is the publication of my book but through Gods grace we’ll get there. As a novice in the game of writing my aspirations are very high, with little experience in the field of writing, as my early experiences of dyslexia the cause of my delay. Now I’m growing beyond all that. What seems to carry me is “passion” & my love for Gods truth.
I need to concentrate on my book, the gift from God to release to the world. I now want to spend less time blogging as the publishers are waiting on me to make the final adjustments. A new found love is coming back into my life and the problem accrued when I became focused on just one thing. Every day I need to remind myself that life is about variety, the magical spices of life!
which includes family, friends, pleasure, laughter last but not least to worship the lover of my soul, Jesus.

Many thanks for visiting this blog Please pray for me to finish this project.

“I will make history”

What does your name mean?

Ecc 7:1 A good name is better than precious perfumes.

Sorry, what is your name again…

In some parts of the world, naming some one is considered as a very Important decision. In some cultures, people believe a name has the power to shapes some one’s destiny. In the western world we use names In remembrance of loved one’s or our fathers christian name. I guess a lot of people would decide to name a child because it feels or sounds right.

•Why was you given the name?
•Do you think your name is a
reflection of your life’s journey or destiny
•what reflection does your name have on your character?

Well my name is Peter, Hi there, as some might already know. From the meaning of my name I see a lot of similarities with the Peter in the bible. Looking back at my journey I was the opposite to what the name Peter means but what I understand is the name is a reflection of my destination.
If you believe names are significant then
the story of jabez might help. 1Ch 4:9
There was a man named Jabez who was more honorable than any of his brothers. His mother named him Jabez because his birth had been so painful.

1Ch 4:10 He was the one who prayed to the God of Israel, “Oh, that you would bless me and expand my territory! Please be with me in all that I do, and keep me from all trouble and pain!” And God granted him his request.

Bearing in mind the story is explained from the outcome of his life going back to his birth when his mother named him because of the circumstances in with he was delivered.
This is so profound, this is why I love the word of God, full of relevant truth & inspiration . Like a visionary the story has been explained to see the end or the outcome of jabez’s life story before explaining the detail what a testimony.

So what do we learn about Jabez?
Well no matter how bad a situation is there is always hope as we redefine our life’s mission if by prayer, revelation or simply to change your name, then let it be.
I’m so encouraged to see the people I’m associated come into there own, without being shaped according to any one’s personal opinions I believe God made individual’s not clones to show what we all possess is so unique & special so as each person who is named will also display his greatness.

Sorry, what’s your name!

“make history”



Strategy is a key to unlocking a culture !

1Cr 13:1 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.

World history is at the pinnacle of discovery in terms of technology, innovation and the evolution of human thinking. unfortunately there seems to be a wider sense of cynicism around. often we relate this to people who disbelieve in God, religion or some political view. Cynicism is a part of the postmodern culture, the result and combination of the present influences, like music, tv , peer pressure and the intolerance that’s so obvious amongst our young people. I believe that cynicism is creeping in our culture, off setting our young people who need our support and knowing that many are left to there own devices. No longer living from any real spiritual grounding. Cynicism is evident in families life, school, work even amongst our leaders and Authorities demonstrating harsh religious practices, leaving our young people them feeling void of L.O.V.E and the absense of belonging.


This massage is a call to consider the lost, it’s time to be real people, touching our generation. Remembering the hurting people, who needs to hear more than the phrase “Jesus love you”. Do you love them?
Is it in us to love the indifferent?
or those who are weak in there faith?
It’s time to step up to the call

Rom 14:1 Accept him whose faith is weak, without passing judgment on disputable matters.
Rom 14:2 One man’s faith allows him to eat everything, but another man, whose faith is weak, eats only vegetables.

Rom 14:4 Who are you to judge someone else’s servant? To his own master he stands or falls. And he will stand, for the Lord is able to make him stand.

The key to get through cynicism is dialogue, honest conversation and the freedom for people to speak their mind. Our young people need this, I don’t know your culture or country but in the UK we face a stiff challenge were young people are far from faith. The majority has never read the bible before. I believe they are exposed to church but the bible is distant knowledge to them. Unfortunately they see no connection with it.

My prayer today is for young people, teenager, gang members, juveniles that need the love of God and the attention of believers who know the compassion and mercy of God. Knowing the love of jesus can break though any level of cynicism.

“fellowship is life”

The One.

My son hasn’t seen much of my blog and it feels good to be in each others arms looking at dad’s blog. He loves the inspirational song by Anthony Evans ” The One” which a great blogger introduce me to this song
Many thanks to you.
I feel am making history passing on my values to my family as the struggles of life and keeping things together is a challenge
But living for something bigger than myself is compelling and meaningful thank God. So let me share my son’s song with you.

“fellowship is life”

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